Apr 4, 2008


oh yea.
i just found this pic in my com.
n i was stun.
haha
and if i m not wrong...
the left pair of hands is yijin's
then clockwise direction.
so is yijin's, mine, xiaoxu, chingyee/hanni, then glennis.
haha srry. can't rmb whose hands were those.
haha this pic is actuallt taken last yr during out class chalet.
missing it man.
but nvm.
gotta have one in june!!!
jy junhao!
haha
anw.
today got bak our maths test 3. haha
got 15/30.
sian.
my maths is like dropping like fk.
1st test 19/20, 2nd, 21/30, 3rd, 15/30
4th one wad? 11/30?
-.-
wtf la.
and i m like working hard now. like. hardly.
so i tink the reason behind my dropping of marks
is the morale of me now.
srsly. today got PTM.
then left sch at 9+pm.
then b4 tt lagged in canteen with feei and alvin.
then we discussed abt our classes and some other stuffs.
and i realise tt.
our class's studying morale is real low.
is like. everyone sleeps in all lessons.
wake up, dunno wad teacher teach.
then the nxt thing they noe, fail test.
then is like. at the rate of them copying hw,
ppl will stop doing their own work in no time.
including me.
srsly. i wanna change class.
to a mre peaceful class at least.
with lesser problems.
or at least not having the incident tt happen today.
which totally made me emo. totally.
stressed as well.
wth man.
u noe i was on the verge of breaking dwn alrdy.
cos i was so demoralised.
then disaster strikes.
then aft the discussion with alvin and feei.
i learnt sumthing.
" no matter wad wrong ur classmates did, it is always the chairpersons fault. always."
& yes. i agree with tt.
cos i did some reflection.
and i find it true. very.
cos if i did my job well, all this wun have happened,
frm vandalism, to singing indian songs, to not doing hw, to storming out of class.
and. i really dunno wad to do alrdy!
i alrdy did wad i could.
and nth changed.
it just remains.
i felt like giving up.
yet i persevered.
but it was futile.
cos it is true that it is the chairpersons fault.
really.
i m lost now.
helpless.
to the extent that i feel like giving up.
i am so sorry now.


Posted by Make me believe* at 10:36 PM