Aug 20, 2008

At times i feel like running off,
dying.
that was too much for me to take.
i have had enough alrdy.
i have tried my best, and
it was futile.
what more can i do?
if you guys do not cherish it,
what more can i say?
everytime u guys left without me,
it hurts me.
and yet, no one realises it.
cos you guys are insensitive.
i have said it out loud before.
and no change is made.
what more can i do?
bother to talk to you for 1 hr was useless.
u just turn off, living in your own world.
forgoing others' feelings.
is that your forte?
i have nothing else to say.
let me mark the full stop to these.
i give up.

ok. today was a rather slack day.
cos chinese ppr onli have like 1 passage. haha
then kinda slacked through the whole day.
with some unhappiness at the end.
but thanks alot to those who cared.
(yuehhsun, alyssa,qianhui,liqin,nicholas and well, zhufeng. haha)
thankyou:)
aft tt, went to queensway to have lunch with erm.
yuehhsun, shaowei, qianhui, liqin.
haha talked alot and ate aot :)
then aft tt went arnd specs shop cos shaowei wanna buy contacts.
yup. lol so he bough a pair of blue one. 0.o
so aft tt went home lor.
sian. have to do 2 maths ws + chem assignment. haha
ok i m srsly bored out now.
i shan go on to bore u further LOL.
byee.

this is not a second part to the first one.
its totally different.
ok. here goes.
i tink the responsibility thing is kinda too much for me alrdy
cos well, they have gone out of control.
a bunch of yr 3s.
acting like some bunch of kindergarden ppl.
onli noes how to play.
and worse thing is. they simply do not understand english
or they do not noe wad are instructions.
furthermore. i have alrdy tried my best to get things under control.
but look at eng lesson today.
look at chem lesson today.
chem experiment.
i take apparatus.
i do experiment.
i record results.
i wash up and keep.
u guys play.
u guys copy.
very helpful yea?
and the worse thing is.
i got scolded because of you guys.
and you guys happily ran off without the slightest guilt.
well done.
the shouts i give. futile
the effort i give. futile
what more can i do?
lessons are not meant to be played.
they are meant to be listened.
well, if you guys wanna get a low gpa.
carry on.
i wanna a transfer of class.

Posted by Make me believe* at 5:02 PM